watch me let go
of every last security
and confidence
i've ever felt while
wrapped in your arms.
watch me give up
years
and years
and years
of everyone's approval
and perfect ortho smiles
for the uncertain.
watch me stumble
and balk
and fade in and out
stone cold foggy eyes
tears stained salty cheeks
brave face
scared face
shamed face.
you knew...
we always knew.
like water and vinegar
like hurricanes and wall flowers.
watch me
watch you
fall apart
at my hand.
It will never be okay.
It will never be the same.

2 comments:
i hope you are okay. i can't tell if this is a hopelessly scared in love poem or something bad. whatever it is, i hope you are okay and *hug* text me if you need to talk.
I took a look to your blog and i really enjoyed it. It's your own poetry? let me told you that it's fantastic. I have a blog full of my own poetry too. flasheandonline.blogspot.com it's all in spanish, but i hope you can translate it to english. see you!
Romina.
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