Open

Writing in here is different.
Better.
Honest.

No one reads this save for the occasional stranger
which reminds me of what it was like to blog
when I was freshly turned 19
and wrote because I wanted to
not to impress or report or any other reason
other than to vent and create.

I purposely didn't place this link anywhere but once or twice, because it occurred to me that I like the privacy of my thoughts here, and I don't have that anywhere else. I like spilling out the contents of my soul without having to worry about who will care, or judge or be affected. I wonder if I'm different in that respect; I never blogged for others to read, yet somehow on my main blog it got to a point where I had over 500 subscribers, and averaged 20+ comments per day. It's flattering on some levels, but I guess it just wasn't what I was looking for.

I'm not quite sure what I'm looking for.